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Our life. Miracles. Precious
When I think about us, it brings me back a memory on our first dinner. I asked what’s your favorite movie.
You said the Matrix.
Mine I told you were that and Cloud Atlas.
I will always remember that. That’s the part in Canotonese you understood!
Together with the Fountain, Cloud Atlas is the most beautiful films I have seen. I want to tell you again why I said Cloud Atlas. That rock to the core feeling I get every time I watch it is best explained by Tom. I could not have said it better. He is right on point. What’s more, this is a feeling right from my heart. It feels so good to resonate on that level. It rocked me to my core.
https://vimeo.com/567743243/965793d891#t=12m
Tom articulates my heart for what it means to be alive. Tom speaks about the wonder. In my mind, these films play in my mind’s eye close to the core of my being. The feelings they evoke, the ‘memories’ they conjure, the contemplation they xxxxx. The resonance cuts right through to the core and lets me find an expression of the wonder Tom speaks about. Borrowing his words about xxxxx I finally ‘finished it’ with the perfect ending. All of this, the letters, the party, the songs and words, they are me. Everything that is inside me. Xxxxxx
Baby, you know what our “karma” is about? You said that you are my muse. Without you, I could not see how I can so fully express what’s inside of me. The sense of awe and wonder of our life. In my mind, it’s this deep belief that keeps me going.
Baby, only you could make me live out this belief. All of this is real. And the real battle will always be won by love. Because it is real.
I just want to look in your eyes every day and tell you how much I love you for helping me find it. To be able to live a life so close to the heart has been the greatest gift. I feel full - a funny feeling for having just expressed every ounce of my inside.
Baby, to me our story is the fountain of this wonder that being alive is all about. In your eyes, I see this wonder and miraculous.
And damn, is our story beautiful!?
I know it’s a story I would want to hear it over and over again. Life after life.
Always for love,
Your baby
PS. Baby, I promised to find you in the next life. You know how I will pick you out from the crowd? You are the girl with the book. Love you. Forever.
- I finished it.
- 1010
- 5:55
- 6,6/26
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Baby, how you like them? I think they are the most beautiful thing I have made. They take me back to places we have been, things we have done, mountains we have scaled. All these incredible miracles we have seen... In my mind this is how I remember us. Our story.
The feeling you are feeling right now is straight out of me. Somehow, in its now rather predictable but still magical ways, this feeling is preserved. No matter how many times I watch them, the same feeling comes over me. My heart races, my eyes transfixed, I cannot help but be completely engrossed. I don’t want to miss any second of it, even though I have watched hundreds of times.
This feeling feels like diamonds. The stuff of forever….
Everything I have ever wanted to say, everything that is inside me but couldn’t find words for... is here. Sometimes I wonder myself how all this come out the way they did. The music, the lyrics, the crazy synchronicities....
These videos, the party, this ‘shoebox’... They are the very best gift I have for you.
Knowing me, you would pick up on the messages I have embedded inside.
Baby, the videos take me back to places we have been, things we have done, mountains we have scaled. All these incredible miracles we have seen... In my mind this is how I remember us. Our story.
The feeling you are feeling right now is straight out of me. Somehow, in its now rather predictable but still magical ways, this feeling is preserved. No matter how many times I watch them, the same feeling comes over me. My heart races, my eyes transfixed, I cannot help but be completely engrossed. I don’t want to miss any second of it, even though I have watched hundreds of times.
This feeling feels like diamonds. The stuff of forever….
Everything I have ever wanted to say, everything that is inside me but couldn’t find words for... is here. Sometimes I wonder myself how all this come out the way they did. The music, the lyrics, the crazy synchronicities....
These videos, the party, this ‘shoebox’... They are the very best gift I have for you. They
The miracle. The unspoken connection.
- the fight
- The understanding
- *The unspoken connection in the reply. * this goes back to the promise.
- Everything is never enough. Nothing is. Expansion and contraction. Everything to Nothing. Doorway to another density. A lighter one. From 2D to 3D. Refer to infamous first letter
- Liberation is the fundamental understanding of reality. Rinpoche
- We are not the shadows. We become the programmer.
- ****To be our best self is our ticket together to the next world.
- **** the ultimate synchronicity. Show pics of photo. ultimate reply is the key
- End with: The promise. I already know, like this time around, we will find each other in the next world. The twinflame path is not an easy one but Because of you, I see miracles. Why would I not believe?/ What else could I do but believe?


210222. Incident.
Conclusion. Miracle. Seeing and creating future before it happened. Seeing the node centers clearly and having it happen exactly as I saw it. Very happy. Everything I wanted and more. The unexpected ultimate reply.
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As the letters website we are in a computer game. We forget we are not the players. We are in fact the programmer.
The way to program my frequency comes at the time we cross that proverbial bridge. My last thought will also be my first thought next life. The imprint may fade but is always there.
This is my last thought.
Baby, it’s not hard to see this is my last 3-minutes. I love it. I know you will feel h that same feeling.
This song has a lot of meaning for me. The words may not be your ordinary song for love but hear me out.
I hear this message.
Everything is never enough. “Nothing” is. In this context I understand nothing as the kind of understanding the Buddhist talk about. There is no card game. This is truly the Matrix. Our mind chooses from infinite possibilities and our GPS runs on love. Really it is that straightforward. No matter when or where, this resonance rings through. It is truly that invincible force that cuts through all darkness (reference dark night of soul) and yet that caress that softens the most hardened heart.
We are indeed in the future past. You know the secret? Promise.
In thinking of ways to keep my big promise, I discover you can write this future. Xxxxx
Everything
Everything is Never enough
This is it. The feeling I know will be what I hang onto.
This feeling is the compass. This feeling is my forever.
Don’t stop the dance.
It’s about gratitude
Thank TWOW
Against your will, I went ahead and did this. I hope you will forgive me.
I call these “Love Letters at the end of the world”. It really looks like the world as we know it is starting to crumble.
Baby, you know what I just felt? A strangely mixed feeling of a thousand emotions. In the end, the word I got was gratitude. It is not like I had a lightning-spewing epiphany but this feeling was strong enough to stop me on my tracks to write this down.
Even if this world is to end; there really is not much any single person can do. The most I can do is to rise to the occasion and live out to the very last day in a way that feels good. I am rather easy; my kind of world allows me to align my mind, body and spirit. Heaven lies in living this harmony. To feel this resonance is to know you are never alone. The connection is never broken. Tested, yes. Severed? Never. And to find it, I only have to remember the feeling of love. When I feel that lightness in my heart as it relaxes into the comfort that this world is my heaven wherever I go. So god help us, if this one falls apart; I know where to find you in the next.
I am listening to Bryan Ferry. This music soothes me. Listen to the instruments dance. They are so in the flow that the feeling is passed from one to the other. This is probably how “being connected” sounds like. They walk side by side never missing a beat. This kind of connection, this kind of resonance. This feeling marks the “place” where we shall come back to each other.
Otherwise I wouldn’t have had quite the sense of urgency if the world was more comfortable. How it is, is tiring on the soul. Sometimes my heart feels like a hundred pounds.
I wouldn’t have picked up my feet and thought to do this. To do this and allow me to live the life I want to believe in. Baby, you know you are the entirety of my world. What a trip to live a life in lockstep with my very personal soulmate! What else is there in life?
See you in the next one. This feeling marks the spot.
And it is this world that I rest my heart in comfort that knows no end.
Forever,
J
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Gratitude
Move on to another World / plane
Heaven. Being happy here and now is from appreciation. Seeing life’s beauty and miracles is on the part of the seer. If the eyes are open to them, miracles are all around.
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Only love remains
My ultimate understanding
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To have been there and return
To know and then unknow
To see and then forget
We create what we desire
To venture into the unknown is creation
What we create reflects this interest as the Unknown possesses dimensions of unlimited number. You can imagine any odd thing there is to imagine.
Realizing this lets you fully appreciate the old saying “Be careful what you wish for.”
Worlds within worlds. Infinite
94% junk dna
Forget everything else as all we see, hear, can touch now is ephemeral. They change. One thing that won’t change is the feeling in your own heart. And knowing we share that same feeling. This will be our meeting point. Again and again.
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My understanding of enlightenment.
- don’t mention enlightenment
- Address:
- Unknown/creation/Knowing the unknown. See the flow.
- Let go / Grow
- Life / death
- Love / fear
- Realisation / separation / co-existence
- Trust / Suspicion
- Certainty / Doubt
- Light / Shadow
- Faith is the ultimate knowing
- Flow is the ultimate attitude
- Love is the ultimate meaning
Outside looking in
Inside trying to look out
Exploration
Extraterrestrial biology and technological revolution
https://youtu.be/ZlzZgBkELrI
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110. My life as seen from resonant higher self. Better self. Twinflame journey by resonance.
6 videos
6) Ascension
LE
5) What we truly are
DI. Points of attention
GB.
4) The way I see the world
GB
https://youtu.be/nXNqcYRR2sU
The narrow window
3) DT
- RFK jr. Family. Sacrifice
- DI. Track record
Breaking out of the myopia
2) DI
What is happening real time. Right now. The ability to create reality
1) RF
I seek help from many friends who know this and create this party. My words, I hope, will stay in your mind forever; and I know this feeling of resonance will because it is one of those things when you felt it; it becomes part of you.
My next hardest thing to do.
We must forget the unforgettables of this live. You must even forget my face. Because if we don’t; we will always be pulled back into this reality. To go together to the next one; we must break out of anything that keeps us here.
But fear not. I want you to know in your deepest being. We will find each other again in a strange land. Our resonance will draw us back together the same way it did for this lifetime. But in a different place, a higher density. We are headed there because we have become lighter with love.
ASM pose 6. This is why I know.
Promise
