Paul,
I find myself compelled to continue our conversation. Mr Feldman’s words ring long and loud in my mind. In a way I see a mirror in him. What he says strikes a deep resonance. He wears a gentleman’s smile as he recounts his life except for that heart beat of a moment; I felt the full import of his lament. Full comprehension of the situation he so viscerally describes would jolt anyone with overwhelming urgency as we all will come to face and come to terms with. The wrestle is real.
As the sagacious Mark Twain remarks, we will come to regret the things we haven’t taken the time to do. As Neil alludes to with the demonstration with his own life, sooner or later we will all come to realize the meanings behind our life paths - albeit only often too late.
Neil says this life has been a fluke for him, an expat, to come home to the Vedas. On this point, I beg to differ. His work, his influence is rippling on. He may not have survived to see with his own eyes but “fluke” it is not.
This point brings to mind Danny Boyle’s film slumdog millionaire. As the story goes, as in a movie things in life happen also like a script. Maybe unbeknownst to us at the time, events that unfold before us, relationships we find ourselves in appear random and unrelated until we see past the surface. And as if on a Eureka moment, one sees these elements all converge with seamless precision as if on cosmic clockwork. Events and people come in no sooner or later, only when one is ready to loosen up and open our eyes to the possibilities outside our thoughts. With age and the more expansive vantage point time affords us, we see meaning and lessons in the jigsaw puzzle of our lives. When the pieces are put together and the picture comes into view, we will at that time realise the XXXXXXXX story behind the script. Things do happen for a reason. We just keep our eyes closed to those reasons when we are not ready to see them.
The script is written for us from day one, it is deterministic but not necessarily inevitable. The invisible hand that writes this script is none other than our own selves - last time around. The frequencies and energetic makeup shape our souls. The choices we made last time around are what put us here and now. Right or wrong. Good or bad, we are now here. Together. Making a date for our next life. We write our own stories with our choices. As with what’s inside you; so you shall attract energies in strict observance of physical laws. Like water, droplets fill each other out. When they move, there’s a push and pull that keeps things seamless. The people and the things around, that random event, this stranger happen because we are what we are. In the particular “location” within the quantum potential, this “world” - with these kinds of characteristics and physical properties - is where we find ourselves. One, out of the Infinite. For now, this part is fixed.
When this becomes interesting is when we come to impasses that call for choice. Think of pain, suffering or simply difficulties we don’t understand; these mark the boundaries of our soul. They are brakes on our growth of awareness of our true pure self. Our soul is “kept” in this life because of these questions and the myriad of distorted ways we misunderstand the choices we make on them.
Choice can be aligned with many vantage frameworks. On the one hand, they are aligned with self-service; on the other service to others. Most of us are stuck here.
At this point of vantage, we find ourselves awash in struggles - with things, of like themes. These struggles permeate from the individual level, to the family and there on out. We, each one of us on the planet, are truly bound by our own and collective choices made last time around. What we were in our previous life, our energetic makeup therefore, determined our present location. But the interesting point to note is that no matter where we stand, all of us yearn for the feeling of coming home. Like Neil. This yearning leads to a key, or scientifically, to a frequency shaped by memories and a remembering tempered with deep wisdom from a learning so ancient it reaches back to and touches the Source.
The Self, when fragmented, is confused, conflicted and trapped. If our life were an arrow; its trajectory is off-sided because even before it comes out from the bow, the aim is off-sided. From the start, it is doomed to fail.
Only when we aim at the very Centre - a point where the “centres” of all things will inevitably come to converge - this whole thing will come into balance. A sort of dynamic equilibrium or homeostasis we find in our incredible Nature - like the prose you wrote. Coming to our own centre is to connect with others - in alignment with the wishes, wellbeing, natural cycles pure of anything but flow.
I am often tempted to change the words around - from “world” to “game”. And “I” am really the person playing the game, making these choices conscious of the fact that I am really here - inside this game - to just enjoy the game, like I do with any game. The real game is not of this “world”. Life, all of a sudden, makes sense. (link to my journal)
Isabella and I discussed Plato early on during our dating. His claim with Eros was bold. And very attractive. It is something we all wish for it to be Real. For no other reason than it is truth - concealed from us. Coming home to it removes all the lacks and all the XXXXXX.
Knowing what game we are really playing, there is none but only one thing to do. Tuning our frequency to this Amazonian of a river back into the Sea. Tuning our centres to the Centre is the wormhole out of here with a clarity steeled by a belief that is bestowed with the gentle strength of Love we see in the Willow. This internal force is the propellent for transcendence.
And death, understood for its true meaning, is no longer feared.
Plato is right. (The twin-soul concept is not new. Plato described it 2,500 years ago. Here is an excerpt…)
“And when one of them meets the other half, the actual half of himself, the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy and one will not be out of the other’s sight even for a moment…
If Hephaestus, son of Zeus, were to ask the pair; ‘do you desire to be wholly one, always day and night to be in one another’s company? For if this is what you desire, I am ready to melt you into one and let you grow together, so that being two you shall become one, and after your death in the world beyond you will still be one departed soul instead of two – I ask whether this is what you lovingly desire?’ – and there is not a man or woman of them who, when they heard the proposal, would not acknowledge that this melting into one another, this becoming one instead of two, was the very expression of their ancient need. And the reason is that human nature was originally one and we were a whole, and the desire and pursuit of the whole is called love.”
Soulmates and twinflames are fortunate to resonate with this frequency; and - in the game of Balance - they are also “entrusted” to the task of spreading this resonance. You can see this phenomenon in Saral and Bohm themselves, in the likes of Kathy and Jerry Wills whose “out-of-this-world”, absolutely paradigm-shattering and mind-stretching story points to - everything perceivable in time and in space is connected. These people understand Love as what Buckminster used to say, a metaphysical gravity - a force as real as gravity itself. The ultimate metaphoric and real wormhole for us to navigate through time and space and lifetimes. We fly from falling into love. In their stories, they are all soulmates. All the amazing synchronicities, all the incredible adventures pushing boundaries of our collective sense of “Self”. They can only be that because they are not of the game. This resonance, I submit, is how souls communicate - across space and time even, as in this case with Neil, as in the case of these “unexpected” phenomenon the videos manage to pick up. Not only are these elements present in the Tango routine (animate); they are repeated in inanimate elements. I first noticed them in the firework scene in the Believer video. (LINK)
Looked at it all this way, it is almost a “sacred” mission to spread this resonance.
This is how I see the work you are doing.
COMMUNICATION
Chinese has a heritage of a language rich in imageries, symbols and metaphoric meaning. As with the character “letter” which sports the double meaning of “belief”, the word “communication” - for which dialogues will generate upward momentum through mutual understanding - The characters “溝 通” literally means “channel, through”. A channel clear of impurities that obstruct free flow is the foundation of communication. Clarity comes from a shedding of obstacles that block us from going on through. Two things become one when things are through, differences drop away. Union is completed.
In the Chinese culture, the highest wisdom is going with the flow. 順應
Superconductivity. No loss. Music.
Song and dance.
Life is really a song. It is a game we have come to enjoy. Game
BRUCE
The only way to live forever is to live a life worth remembering.
HIDDEN CONNECTION
One time can be explained away as fluke. Twice and thrice move things into a different domain. The Tango routine is a human phenomenon. And this phenomenon is first noticed on inanimate elements. The firework scene marked Vive La Paix in the Believer video is the very first time I noticed something out of the ordinary. Yes editing helps but I submit the point to take stock here is the fact that these elements have been present for any of this “hidden connections” to be possible, by hook or by crook.
L109
Personal
*Journal
I am overcome with emotions as I write this. The floodgates feel like they are all open. It is overwhelming. I feel fortunate I am doing this in the presence of many good friends - friends on the same path. Synchronicities can hit you like a truck. It makes heads spin. Hang on too tight and you will sprain your neck. You can only go along with it. And enjoy the ride.
The magic is the ride. Destination, not the point.
Baby, you remember the movie Slumdog millionaire? from Danny Boyle who did Sunshine.
I will now recount to you the version that plays out in my life.
astrology, numerology. clockwork. 5 . 555. 2022 Zhumei in Life. Completion of both sides. 5 connection.
The way we met. Why I knew about FOL
Gandhi. Memphis
ASM. Memories
Life Academy. Bohm
20200202. Now here
Energy. Connection.
All of this has one single source of inspiration. You.
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Seize the moment. Take charge
the Lament
Fluke. Slumdog millionaire
FLUKE
This is the only point I beg to differ with Mr Feldman. This point brings to mind Danny Boyle’s other really evocative film Slumdog millionaire. Things do happen like a script. Unbeknownst to us at the time, events that unfold before us, people that we come across; these elements all converge as if on cosmic clockwork. This part, we believe, is fixed, deterministic. As with what’s inside you; so you shall attract these energies. Like water, droplets fill each other out. When they move, there’s a push and pull that keeps things seamless. The people and the things around, that random event, this stranger happen because we are what we are.
When this becomes interesting is when we come to impasses that call for choice. Think of pain, suffering or simply difficulties we don’t understand; these mark the boundaries of our soul. Our soul is “kept” in this life because of these questions on which we don’t understand their choice.
Choice can be aligned with many vantage frameworks. On the one hand, it can be aligned with self-service; on the other service to others. Most of us are stuck here.
Translate
KENSHO
"We are like Xerox machines looking for Xerox machines to copy. Because the 'underlying existence' shows through in us, we are pulled towards peace and love and freedom, and we look for them in others."
Xerox machines
FRACTAL
Change the Z.
(As good friend Graham Hancock points out, the root of the world’s problems lies with the fact that we have severed our connection to Spirit. Or in scientific parlance, we are cutting ourselves out from the morphogenic field expressed and underpinned by the quantum potential. To address this problem is to)
The 22th rendition
The first paragraph. Beautiful in a
Letter 109 The final letter (HOLD)
All of the 108 letters are for prepping for the final one
Which is not at all just “real-world” romantic but a call to make a leap.
Reincarnation.
108 letters are a way for me to answer her question to me: how do we find one another again in the next life time? The 108 letters is sort of my way of saying I am confident to keep this Promise.
When I read the first paragraph, I felt the need to stop right there and write this down.
The scene you describe so echo the sign of the times today. As Bohm was constantly warning us on the folly of man’s desires untamed; we are likely having to learn it the hard way.
All the better… This maybe adds to the suspense. I can promise you the tango routine fits the bill of ‘flow’. The grace of her skirt flows to BF’s words. The video is for the finale of the party in a dance-off, also the companion video for the 108th letter. (Link) There is something about it, even as its creator, I find it captivating. Do wear headphones.
Appreciate wife
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https://youtu.be/E-FHalzAOFs
17:50 / Intent
27:50 / Memory
Spiritual war. Face what’s in front of us
Dr P an DJ articulate it better than anyone I know. They cover a lot of topics around one point. They make a most 360 degree case for what we are all facing collectively at this moment. Things cut deep. There is an urgent need for us to wake up and come together. What they say may be a lot to take in, but it does have more answers than what we are told by official narratives.
This is why I think Bohm’s insights are so urgently needed now.
Of course, what one thinks is up to the person. The picture / narrative these two gentlemen proffer is one that makes the most sense.
Fetzer
Theosophy
Enneagram
Way to speak to everyone
Synchronicity
Same day letter to PH is finished. Nov 20. 15:00
(On the subject of dialogue we wish to bring up the work of Lynne McTaggart if you have not already heard about her. She started the Intention Experiment and is now doing some very interesting work that applies knowledge of the field. Link to a video of hers here.) LINK
Lastly, a thought on bringing across Bohm’s message to more people.
Round 2
Dialogue / Convergence
Presentation style. Videos are a form of displaying underlying connectedness. The miracles
Side note here: I am a newbie and have in my repertoire only a few techniques. To achieve the feeling in mind, I have only transition timing and playback speed to play with. Basic skill level. What I do, I am certain anyone can. The bulk of the video falls into place ‘organically’ - much of it not of my agency. IN THS WAY THEY MAKE A GREAT TOOL XXXXXX
JAN Walleczek TALKS ABOUT INFORMATIONALLY-CONNECTED. RESONANCE TO THE SAME FEELING, MEMORY. THE EVENING IS TO CREATE AN INDELIBLE MEMORY THAT IS FOREVER SEARED TO THE SOUL.
On this point I wish to share a thought. It has to do with the videos.
I have found in the making of them a much appreciated (and completely unexpected) tool for helping me bring out what is inside and make ‘visible’ the forces at work. The feelings that are (mostly unintended) captured in the videos are the closest to the tune of the frequency / the feeling / of what is unconditioned that I know. We can surmise this feeling is universal or otherwise humanity would not be the position of xxxxxxxxxxx. Fuller has called love a sort of metaphysical gravity, so whether it be for one person or for the whole world, this frequency is a means to connect us all. And in moments of these kinds of connection that we come across feelings of epiphany that strikes like lightning and cracks open our shell.
There seems to be some common frequency that we all tap into when we are in coherence. We can connect the these invisible dots through feeling.
Global impact to justify DB
To paraphrase In another way of what I am trying to say, in the materialist paradigm where only seeing is believing, we are losing contact to much of existence that have lost touch to human beings possess the innate capacity to resonate to universal forces that, despite possessing no objective tangibility, are real. Its ability to move two people at the same time they have possess the frequency signature of . A most real-life way to apply the teachings, I would say.
I am new to video editing. The pandemic has given me the time to dive into it last year. My skills remain quite limited. I have only a few techniques on iMovie and one simple mantra: make it feel like the way I feel inside. I
A new language Saral. Learn a new language. One which we have forgotten.
Film about these experiences. A collection of these feelings. Which is a tangible expression of Dr Bohm’s ideas.
The absorption of his and K’s message is to be done through both the mind and the heart. More so at these times with an emphasis on the heart because the way ‘society’ thinks has already fallen victim to fragmentation. People worldwide have become conditioned to espouse polarised viewpoints. The times we are now in are prophecized by Theosophy. With the advent of ‘augmented’ reality with the likes of Metaverse, we are collectively looking at further falling into the virtual constructs of our thinking and deeper into our false selves. There is a segment in the DC that talks about K referring to where humanity has gone wrong (the last fall); Theosophy predicted we are at the crossroads now. In many ways, our times feel ‘biblical’, to use a word I seldom do.
The entrapment has been a function of our own thinking; to bring this material via our faculty of thinking is, to me, a bit like fighting the armies of a long-standing empire. The empire may be corrupt to the core and on its last days, its army is still an overpowering force - if we engage it on its terms. To get around this modern day problem, we may want to be reminded by another unusual quality of Dr Bohm and a point brought up in K talks. He talks about feelings as if they are a source for receiving direct knowledge, or inspirations / insights of a higher realm. Our modern day culture has whitewashed the intelligence of the heart. Whilst our thinking is overly activated to the point of manic, our feelings are kept suppressed. It appears to me that the popularisation of Dr Bohm’s ideas will be well served should both channels be taken.
Infinite Potential is a rare gem of a ‘scientific documentary’ (I suppose most people will mentally classify the film this way). The film is captivating for Dr Bohm’s ground-breaking science but for most people, the twists and turns of his life story are probably the draw for the audience. The human aspects of the story are always the first points of connection. On Dialogue is a very humanistic approach to scientific discovery. This is Dr Bohm’s genius and bravery.
Lynne power of 8
Fetzer
A visual poem. Open for audience to engage with it. Sometimes, they will actively participate in it. Participation.
. It seems, without any need for hyperbolic rhetoric, this material. Its level of complexity Is such it takes 2 hours of focused attention to follow. Many people would gladly do so, myself included but in realistic terms, I believe we are in the staunch minority. Attention span is a luxury in these modern times. The profundity of Dr Bohm’s message is often xxxxx. absorption of Dr Bohm’s
Speaking of tools, the videos became for me an unexpected tool to record these flashes of miracles, fleeting moments of clarity that a thread ties through our hearts. In searching for the best gift I have for the love of my life, I happen to stumble along this particular way. But my point is miracles are bring out inner feelings.
Jan
Little Bear
Dialogue / convergence
Enneagram / Mysterys school / Theosophy / Hidden varriables
Participation. Tools. Make it visible.
Edge of something
Roound 3
Foundation
We have all amassed centres of gravity and wherever it situates us, we fool ourselves by building our own castle and declaring ourselves kings.
L111
X
Baby,
I have got to tell you something.
I just came out of a deep ASM. I want to tell you what I saw.
When and only when we deeply relax into the flow that we it is also exactly going with it that life gains meaning. A ultimate meaning. I don’t know; but I can feel its Truth.
You know how it feels to be at the centre. It’s lightness is unmistakable and a bit too comfortable. The peace and quiet calms that lake of our mind to let us make out what the ripples are all about. First, the same ritual. Let’s tune our minds. I am listening to this as I am writing you. Pick me up here.
Pain is the thing that lets us see the locations of resistance we have inside that keeps us from the flow. Looked at it this way, they are an agent of help and come into our lives to open our eyes to where we need work. Relationships with people make the perfect case as each of our relationships mirror back our dreams, our fears, our lament, our aspirations. The one single common denominator is they are all about how we care connected to each other and everything else within the Field. All things are at base energy. The frequencies given off by physical laws must attract its like. Yes, I said Like attracts like. The whole thing about Opposites attract is only one perspective. Yes, it is true as a scientific verifiable fact that magnets work in this way, and we see much human relationships also take on this property. People fight because - in energetic term - the two frequencies are equilibrating. They are finding a balance point at which they can come to flow. But all too often, the process is wrought with resistance. Pain is this energetic resistance expressed in physical symptoms as well as the challenges in our relationships. The kicker is the pains are there because I keep them there. I know the Lightness but I still snap back to my shell when I come out.
Like attracts like is something I want to tell you about here. I am listening to this and borrowing Bryan Ferry’s voice to convey what I cannot write down in words. Baby, feel what I have to say. Keep this feeling close to your heart, I will tell you what it’s for later.
Like attracts like through resonance. Think of music, real music (Cloud Atlas) composed with knowledge of this resonance and with the feeling of love and wonder. You are instantly transported into the soul world of the composer. At this time, you feel what he feels, you hear the music not with your ears but with every fibre of your being. Even your soul is moved. Music has that power. To move us. Reprogram us. Upgrade us. You remember Emoto (Crystal) demonstrated to us the tuning forks. Music resonates “up”; the lower tone will match the vibrations of the its higher octave counterpart. Baby, I find myself drawn to you in exactly the same way. I can’t see it but I can feel it.
Unlike the case for opposites on a plane; they cancel each other out to find equilibrium - on a flat plane. Baby, where we are going next is another plane altogether. Resonance to something larger than us must and will bring us UP, from this plane to a higher plane.
As 4s, we are searchers for meaning. Big Meaning. And this is what I have for an answer. My answer.
The Field is an ocean - infinite versions of lifetimes, taking place simultaneously in every drop - each of these infinite possibilities is the reality of the person in it. It feels totally real. But we know the Field is what gives it its reality. All of the infinite possibilities their reality. The Reality of realities… The notion of One in All and All in One comes to mind here. It is a place where paradoxes meet. The wormhole that bends spacetime.
Baby, in this lifetime the closest I will take you flying is this (Alive).
Baby, et me tell you where I am taking you next. By this resonance we will navigate this ocean together. Be it high seas come rain, snow or storm (MV0) we will never be lost from one another. The connection is never broken. Forever entangled. And with it, as birds we fly from plane to plane through the infinite wonders.
I feel overcome by the Moment as Everything in my life converge on this one point. And you are at the centre of it. You.
Baby, I just had an ASM tear. You know the kind that rolls down not in a stream like tears of sadness; it rolls down slowly, deliberately letting you feel its track across your face moment by moment. The appreciation and the sense of gratitude is like the biggest bed of pillows. You are deep into it for you no longer fight. You don’t because you now see there is no need to. The preciousness of that feeling. The feeling when you fall deeply into life and only when you do so, you completely engage into the wonders it brings - good or bad only in our little minds. Our eyes start to open to another kind of light for seeing. Now, resistance is understood as markers of our location within the quantum field. They function as a mechanism for navigating in space and time. We all locate ourselves here in this time because of choices we don’t understand, because of pains we haven’t worked through, because of resistance we still harbour in our deepest energetic self that keeps us from the Flow. Looked at it in this way, they work by the mechanism of choice. You know how at blissful peace it feels when you work your way to the centre in ASM… Why let your body and mind contort back to the way they were/are when off-centered? Your soul wouldn’t have it any other way. Right? So pains are really the choices we made to locate our consciousness here and now in this space at this time. I suppose the trick is to be quiet enough to see and feel its Existence. I use the big E because in my mind it is the proverbial Source. I can feel it outside of me - something, somewhere which I have to find and make my way to. And when quiet and in the flow enough, I feel it inside me, when I feel the connection of what’s outside and what’s inside; it is like two bodies of water converging into one by the contact of two droplets. Slow, deliberate, vibrant with movement. Yet you experience it frame by frame, in touch with it and feeling that lightness as resistance is melted away by the joining. Love feels the same way. You fall into it when you give of all of yourself. I wrote the capital E because it is something that connects me - my body, mind and soul - to Everything out there. The Flow is Existence itself. All.
The “me” I feel when this happens is not the me you see everyday. Although I am working it through, I still harbour my bag of resistance. it
When we are in this lightness, things take on a different perspective
Baby, I can sense this energy all around. Even as I write, the bluetooth cuts in and out. Maybe its low on battery, maybe another synchronicity. say this because it is choose to When we makes the choice to relax into the Flowlet us see that shape our soul.
I feel frustrated my language cannot keep up with this feeling. No matter how hard I try, my furrows. But I know you get what I am saying. Because you have felt it too. You know it. This feeling is our GPS.
I am borrowing Bryan Ferry’s voice because his voice has that resonance