L110 Everything — 108 Letters

L110

This is the last letter. Brings me back a memory on our first dinner. I asked what’s your favorite movie.

You said the Matrix.

Mine I told you were that and Cloud Atlas.

I will always remember that. That’s the part in Canotonese you understood!

Together with the Fountain, Cloud Atlas is the most beautiful films I have seen. I want to tell you again why I said Cloud Atlas. That rock to the core feeling I get every time I watch it is best explained by Tom. I could not have said it better. He is right on point. What’s more, this is a feeling right from my heart. It feels so good to resonate on that level. It rocked me to my core.

Tom articulates my heart for what it means to be alive. Tom speaks about the wonder. In my mind, these films play in my mind’s eye close to the core of my being. The feelings they evoke, the ‘memories’ they conjure, the contemplation they xxxxx. The resonance cuts right through to the core and lets me find an expression of the wonder Tom speaks about. Borrowing his words about xxxxx I finally ‘finished it’ with the perfect ending. All of this, the letters, the party, the songs and words, they are me. Everything that is inside me. Xxxxxx

Baby, you know what our “karma” is about? You said that you are my muse. Without you, I could not see how I can so fully express what’s inside of me. The sense of awe and wonder of our life. In my mind, it’s this deep belief that keeps me going.

Baby, only you could make me live out this belief. All of this is real. And the real battle will always be won by love. Because it is real.

I just want to look in your eyes every day and tell you how much I love you for helping me find it. To be able to live a life so close to the heart has been the greatest gift. I feel full - a funny feeling for having just expressed every ounce of my inside.

Baby, to me our story is the fountain of this wonder that being alive is all about. In your eyes, I see this wonder and miraculous.

And damn, is our story beautiful!?

I know it’s a story I would want to hear it over and over again. Life after life.

Always for love,

Your baby

PS. Baby, I promised to find you in the next life. You know how I will pick you out from the crowd? You are the girl with the book. Love you. Forever.

- I finished it.

- 1010

- 5:55

- 6,6/26

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ONLY LOVE REMAINS

Immersive Playlist

Dark night of the soul

The videos. Miracles. Believe. The movies

The most precious. Gift

Everything is never enough.

The feeling I feel when I am writing this is captured is the last video. This is something I pulled out from so deep inside I KNOW IT WILL BE MY VERY LAST THOUGHT. THIS MEMORY. Our incredible journey.

Baby, things really do go full circle. I had a great time making these videos. They help me express where words fall short. (Think of my Chinese!;-) These songs, these scenes from our favorite movies, your photos spell for me something real that I can hold in my hands (well, my computer hard drive to be exact). Every time I re-watch them, the same feeling arises. It feels so rich you can never mistake it for any other thing. It’s that feeling of love and everything will be alright. It is the most precious thing I know to give you.

Baby, let me tell you something pretty cool. These videos, crazily enough, are like the green feed on the computer screens in Matrix. They reveal hidden messages. We will have a sit-down one night and I tell you all the synchronicities along the way; but If you wish, even right this moment, you can find them pop up in the videos. These mini miracles are truly delightful. Baby, trust me some of these I can’t do it even if I tried. Many I discover after random editing. By random I mean the odds for these little incredible matchup of coincidences are truly astronomical. My personal favorite is one with the birds.. Notice the one on your ear as if trinkling like a star? Looks clever, doesn’t it? Baby, I wish I can tell you I was clever enough to play that little magic trick for you. The odds of this happening is definitely not random. (Their speed, direction, orientation - the rate of change in relation to each other in a system with multi-vector variables (to put some big words out for adding weight to this thought!) must be JUST right) The mathematical odds for them to happen in a series like this are next to impossible. Maybe the professionals can do it but for me, it is purely serendipitous and accidental.

Baby, you see? A path is being revealed to us. Where it leads I don’t know exactly but the resonance we pick up along the way feels true. When I was making the video edits, I see these mini synchronicities reveal themselves in the craziest and most delightful places. Some of this magic is captured on these videos, and they are shown to all who can see to see. Just like in the movie, some other reality is playing out on the Matrix green codes.

You know when the small ones are happening in rapidity, the big one is not far behind. I wonder myself where this resonance leads. This feeling has a power to erase the illusion of fear. It draws me to it because it reassures with an unchanging promise. Home is where it lies and you are always welcome. A huge synchronicity happened last week when we had that talk. It is the sort of thing that fuels me, in that instant of superconductive connection, the rush of pure energy is immense. It feels like a bright light flashes on in a dark room; even when it goes on a mental map of the room is already in your mind. This feeling is very special.

The surprising thing that I discover is no matter how many times this perfectionist husband of yours re-watch during the edit; this feeling of the miraculous is present. No more from time; nor less from familiarity; this feeling is pristine and unchanging. It feels to me more real than anything material or ethereal. The confidence of this belief infuses my entire being. I find myself at peace in my mind, body and my spirit quiets. In this silence, I hold this invincible light.

Baby, the twin flame journey is not easy. You know just as well as I that only by charging through obstacles armed with no more than this belief. This ultimate belief is that superglue over spacetime in quantum entanglement. The resonance is so pervasive and far-reaching that only a flicker will make a beacon.

If there has been something to be thankful for in these crazy times, I suppose it is that force that pushed me to do it out of a love so vast that its depth keeps surprising me. The end of the world as we know it is playing out in front of our eyes; but we are blessed to see the miraculous behind the veil. Side by side we march forth into the night armed with this invincible light. On a rollercoaster ride, the best part is neither going up or down, when your feet are back on the ground, the best feeling comes from having just done something crazy TOGETHER. The best part is not the wind in hair but feeling that grip in your hand when things get exciting. That feeling speaks to the heart and binds them in a resonance. The purer the resonance, the less impedance and loss. Conversely, the purer the receiver, the less impedance occurs to obscure the resonant frequency. We are becoming superconductors. When our belief transcends illusions and holds fast to what’s true, we will always find ourselves back in each other’s arms.

We have had some experience with dark nights of the soul. The vast darkness encroaches like a thick-clouded storm. The unease can be visceral. There are times when we were pushed to the edge and much could change on a dime. Baby, you and I have been blessed with the fire of trial that we know our bond is unbreakable. This is truly the silver-lining in storms. When the going gets tough, the tough keeps going. The bond triumphs. The connection is everything. This feeling we have for each other is what brings us home every night. Baby, know that this feeling between us is our own and nothing can take it away. A saying I had once thought were mere words suddenly springs to mind: For better or for worse; to love and to cherish…

Baby, the twin flame journey is not always smooth sailing. It can be very rough. And only with stretching open the heart could we have overcome some of the difficulties. By hook or by crook your coming into my life lets me see something I know to be Truth. I know because I feel it; I feel its radiance and lightness. It’s a feeling you would not mistake. Your body and mind sync up and turn into a superconductor. Resonance frequencies in Life and Consciousness itself flows through like a warm bath. Your mind may lie but your body does not. It feels so relaxed into the present it feels the glory of being alive to any of its possibilities. I am sure you have felt that in ASM.

This is the strength our work builds up………

I have told you in the beginning of the letter this is the hardest letter I have ever written. And now comes the hard part.

Baby, I want to introduce you to 3 incredible women. We have heard enough from men and let’s listen to what they have to say. Listen for that resonance. Hear the truths in their words from years’ of dedicated work in the area of putting things into the bigger picture. They each talk about pieces of the puzzle most important to humanity at this very time. The coming decade will see the world as we know it go “tipsy turvy” - ironically, not unlike a rollercoaster ride. We just had a taste in 2020. While the topics they cover may be uncomfortable, the strength of their courage, the sense of faith from their dedication and belief feel like jet fuel to the soul. It feels good listening to them because your ears can pick up on their superconductor resonance. They are doing what they are doing purely from the big love we all have for humanity. To me, they lead the way for us to “find ourselves” and rediscover the powers that come with this strength capable of transcendent breakthroughs. It is no secret humanity is in the throes of its own ego, we are weak to break out of ourselves. What better way to do it when it is for someone you love more than yourself. This is both the gift and the curse for twinflames.

Gift or curse, I now realize is not the point. The point is in something higher we can only reach only if we let go of everything. Everything in the material world will be dead weight in the realm of souls. Baby, it will come time when even my face will become faded. Don’t worry. My face is not what you must hang on to. Like you said when we had the SSS, hang onto this love that makes you become a better person. This something is inside you. This frequency is a part of you and will never be lost. It cuts through time and space. Hang onto that and we will surely find our way back into each other’s arm. Because I have that same thing.

Baby, I haven’t told you how big that synchronicity is to me. What you utter that day echoes that singular message I have for you. All that is meaningful in life I find in love. With the intense energies between two bodies so close to each other …….. At the end of the day, the party, the letters and most things that I do revolves around strengthening myself on this point.

(I want to have a word about these videos. Baby, the feelings I get when I watch them are rich. My heart races, my mind is empty of anything else. I am completely absorbed in the images, music, the incredible (not bad at all;-) story told by our photos; the lyrics speak a mysterious language that moves my heart. It literally races. From being fully immersed in this feeling.

Baby, we always finish each other’s sentences and sometimes even unspoken thought. So I know you get how this feels. This feeling is strong. You know it’s strong enough not only for the heaven; it will go through hell with you and come back unshaken. This feeling is bittersweet. The cliche is right. Life is like dark chocolate. It’s not for the uninitiated palate. On the path of the eternal, gateways for believers are guarded by the fires of initiation. In the end, they open our eyes, and our palate for richer tastes. Somehow, I imagine this is what compassion feels like. Dark, dark chocolate.

It’s rich; it’s mixed. After the nth time I have watched this, my eyes are still eager to hunt for those delightful mini miracles. Baby, it’s incredible. As I was making these videos, it really felt like a path is being laid out for me to move forward. The feeling this realisation brings is so full there is no place for shadows. All the usual favorite demons come to the light and reveal their true nature. They are nothing more than shadows. The nice things about this feeling is its long aftertaste. The seeing of miracles brings with it a shift of mind. The expanded mind sees and tastes things differently. Exquisite details appear to the enhanced senses. Tastes so fine we missed before is now deeply appreciated as each discovery implies a promise of a bigger world. A bigger consciousness. This might be the transcendent feeling of overcoming duality - albeit a tiny taste at a time. What makes this nice is this lightness of heart is a permanent upgrade. Once seen, you cannot unsee. Once imprinted, this feeling may get buried but it will never be lost.

I cannot think of anything more real and more precious I have for you. Baby, it reaches deep inside of me and each time I watch especially this one (Everything), I am moved to the core. This one fully captures the feeling I have for you, what my mind’s eye sees when I think of you. I know my last thought in this world will be exactly this. Baby, this video for me vanquishes my deepest fear. This feeling is so strong, so resistant to loss that it feels the same way every time. It is literally as good as gold. (And I have watched it nth times!).

This aftertaste lingers.

When we pass through gateways, we are tested for one thing and one thing only. With a bit of irony, what we are tested for gets to also be the power we have for ourselves. When you see it this way, life is no more than an opportunity to re-programme ourselves. Coming in we are at the whims of frequencies acquired under the circumstances of birth; but going out we have a say. Last thought in will be the first one out. The memory, the belief strongest inside of us is our ticket to the next adventure. Baby, you just had a glimpse of my mind in the last 3 mins (11mins 11secs to be exact ;-) I know the light will always show the path back to you.

L110

Only love remains

My ultimate understanding

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To have been there and return

To know and then unknow

To see and then forget

We create what we desire

To venture into the unknown is creation

What we create reflects this interest as the Unknown possesses dimensions of unlimited number. You can imagine any odd thing there is to imagine.

Realizing this lets you fully appreciate the old saying “Be careful what you wish for.”

Worlds within worlds. Infinite

94% junk dna

Forget everything else as all we see, hear, can touch now is ephemeral. They change. One thing that won’t change is the feeling in your own heart. And knowing we share that same feeling. This will be our meeting point. Again and again.

110

My understanding of enlightenment.

- don’t mention enlightenment

- Address:

- Unknown/creation/Knowing the unknown. See the flow.

- Let go / Grow

- Life / death

- Love / fear

- Realisation / separation / co-existence

- Trust / Suspicion

- Certainty / Doubt

- Light / Shadow

- Faith is the ultimate knowing

- Flow is the ultimate attitude

- Love is the ultimate meaning

Outside looking in

Inside trying to look out

Exploration

Extraterrestrial biology and technological revolution

https://youtu.be/ZlzZgBkELrI

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110. My life as seen from resonant higher self. Better self. Twinflame journey by resonance.

6 videos

6) Ascension

5) What we truly are

DI. Points of attention

GB.

4) The way I see the world

https://youtu.be/nXNqcYRR2sU

The narrow window

3) DT

- RFK jr. Family. Sacrifice

- DI. Track record

Breaking out of the myopia

2) DI

What is happening real time. Right now. The ability to create reality

1) RF

I seek help from many friends who know this and create this party. My words, I hope, will stay in your mind forever; and I know this feeling of resonance will because it is one of those things when you felt it; it becomes part of you.

My next hardest thing to do.

We must forget the unforgettables of this live. You must even forget my face. Because if we don’t; we will always be pulled back into this reality. To go together to the next one; we must break out of anything that keeps us here.

But fear not. I want you to know in your deepest being. We will find each other again in a strange land. Our resonance will draw us back together the same way it did for this lifetime. But in a different place, a higher density. We are headed there because we have become lighter with love.

ASM pose 6. This is why I know.

Promise

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Everything is Never enough

This is it. The feeling I know will be what I hang onto.

This feeling is the compass. This feeling is my forever.

Don’t stop the dance.

It’s about gratitude

Thank TWOW

Against your will, I went ahead and did this. I hope you will forgive me.

I call these “Love Letters at the end of the world”. It really looks like the world as we know it is starting to crumble.

Baby, you know what I just felt? A strangely mixed feeling of a thousand emotions. In the end, the word I got was gratitude. It is not like I had a lightning-spewing epiphany but this feeling was strong enough to stop me on my tracks to write this down.

Even if this world is to end; there really is not much any single person can do. The most I can do is to rise to the occasion and live out to the very last day in a way that feels good. I am rather easy; my kind of world allows me to align my mind, body and spirit. Heaven lies in living this harmony. To feel this resonance is to know you are never alone. The connection is never broken. Tested, yes. Severed? Never. And to find it, I only have to remember the feeling of love. When I feel that lightness in my heart as it relaxes into the comfort that this world is my heaven wherever I go. So god help us, if this one falls apart; I know where to find you in the next.

I am listening to Bryan Ferry. This music soothes me. Listen to the instruments dance. They are so in the flow that the feeling is passed from one to the other. This is probably how “being connected” sounds like. They walk side by side never missing a beat. This kind of connection, this kind of resonance. This feeling marks the “place” where we shall come back to each other.

Otherwise I wouldn’t have had quite the sense of urgency if the world was more comfortable. How it is, is tiring on the soul. Sometimes my heart feels like a hundred pounds.

I wouldn’t have picked up my feet and thought to do this. To do this and allow me to live the life I want to believe in. Baby, you know you are the entirety of my world. What a trip to live a life in lockstep with my very personal soulmate! What else is there in life?

See you in the next one. This feeling marks the spot.

And it is this world that I rest my heart in comfort that knows no end.

Forever,

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Gratitude

Move on to another World / plane

Heaven. Being happy here and now is from appreciation. Seeing life’s beauty and miracles is on the part of the seer. If the eyes are open to them, miracles are all around.

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#110) Everything & Nothing

L110

The miracle. The unspoken connection.

- the fight

- The understanding

- *The unspoken connection in the reply. * this goes back to the promise.

- Everything is never enough. Nothing is. Expansion and contraction. Everything to Nothing. Doorway to another density. A lighter one. From 2D to 3D. Refer to infamous first letter

- Liberation is the fundamental understanding of reality. Rinpoche

- We are not the shadows. We become the programmer.

- ****To be our best self is our ticket together to the next world.

- **** the ultimate synchronicity. Show pics of photo. ultimate reply is the key

- End with: The promise. I already know, like this time around, we will find each other in the next world. The twinflame path is not an easy one but Because of you, I see miracles. Why would I not believe?/ What else could I do but believe?

210222. Incident.

Conclusion. Miracle. Seeing and creating future before it happened. Seeing the node centers clearly and having it happen exactly as I saw it. Very happy. Everything I wanted and more. The unexpected ultimate reply.

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As the letters website we are in a computer game. We forget we are not the players. We are in fact the programmer.

The way to program my frequency comes at the time we cross that proverbial bridge. My last thought will also be my first thought next life. The imprint may fade but is always there.

This is my last thought.

Baby, it’s not hard to see this is my last 3-minutes. I love it. I know you will feel h that same feeling.

This song has a lot of meaning for me. The words may not be your ordinary song for love but hear me out.

I hear this message.

Everything is never enough. “Nothing” is. In this context I understand nothing as the kind of understanding the Buddhist talk about. There is no card game. This is truly the Matrix. Our mind chooses from infinite possibilities and our GPS runs on love. Really it is that straightforward. No matter when or where, this resonance rings through. It is truly that invincible force that cuts through all darkness (reference dark night of soul) and yet that caress that softens the most hardened heart.

We are indeed in the future past. You know the secret? Promise.

In thinking of ways to keep my big promise, I discover you can write this future. Xxxxx

Everything

Everything is Never enough

This is it. The feeling I know will be what I hang onto.

This feeling is the compass. This feeling is my forever.

Don’t stop the dance.

It’s about gratitude

Thank TWOW

Against your will, I went ahead and did this. I hope you will forgive me.

I call these “Love Letters at the end of the world”. It really looks like the world as we know it is starting to crumble.

Otherwise I wouldn’t have had quite the sense of urgency if the world was more comfortable. How it is, is tiring on the soul. Sometimes my heart feels like a hundred pounds.

See you in the next one. This feeling marks the spot.

And it is this world that I rest my heart in comfort that knows no end.

Forever,

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Gratitude

Move on to another World / plane

Heaven. Being happy here and now is from appreciation. Seeing life’s beauty and miracles is on the part of the seer. If the eyes are open to them, miracles are all around.

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L110

Only love remains

My ultimate understanding

——

To have been there and return

To know and then unknow

To see and then forget

We create what we desire

To venture into the unknown is creation

What we create reflects this interest as the Unknown possesses dimensions of unlimited number. You can imagine any odd thing there is to imagine.

Realizing this lets you fully appreciate the old saying “Be careful what you wish for.”

Worlds within worlds. Infinite

94% junk dna

110

My understanding of enlightenment.

- don’t mention enlightenment

- Address:

- Unknown/creation/Knowing the unknown. See the flow.

- Let go / Grow

- Life / death

- Love / fear

- Realisation / separation / co-existence

- Trust / Suspicion

- Certainty / Doubt

- Light / Shadow

- Faith is the ultimate knowing

- Flow is the ultimate attitude

- Love is the ultimate meaning

Outside looking in

Inside trying to look out

Exploration

Extraterrestrial biology and technological revolution

https://youtu.be/ZlzZgBkELrI

——

110. My life as seen from resonant higher self. Better self. Twinflame journey by resonance.

6 videos

6) Ascension

5) What we truly are

DI. Points of attention

GB.

4) The way I see the world

https://youtu.be/nXNqcYRR2sU

The narrow window

3) DT

- RFK jr. Family. Sacrifice

- DI. Track record

Breaking out of the myopia

2) DI

What is happening real time. Right now. The ability to create reality

1) RF

My next hardest thing to do.

ASM pose 6. This is why I know.

Promise