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Baby,
(Jan 5 2022 10:00am)
I have got to tell you something.
I just came out of a deep ASM. I want to tell you what I saw.
When and only when we deeply relax into the flow that we it is also exactly going with it that life gains meaning. A ultimate meaning. I don’t know; but I can feel its Truth.
You know how it feels to be at the centre. It’s lightness is unmistakable and a bit too comfortable. The peace and quiet calms that lake of our mind to let us make out what the ripples are all about. First, the same ritual. Let’s tune our minds. I am listening to this as I am writing you. Pick me up here.
Shape of our soul
Pain marks the boundary of our consciousness. They are the cage that holds our souls. We cannot see past them. They are the shape of our souls.
Pain is also the thing that lets us see the locations of resistance we have inside that keeps us from the flow. Looked at it this way, they are an agent of help and come into our lives to open our eyes to where we need work. Relationships with people make the perfect case as each of our relationships mirror back our dreams, our fears, our lament, our aspirations. The one single common denominator is they are all about how we care connected to each other and everything else within the Field. All things are at base energy. The frequencies given off by physical laws must attract its like. Yes, I said Like attracts like. The whole thing about Opposites attract is only one perspective. Yes, it is true as a scientific verifiable fact that magnets work in this way, and we see much human relationships also take on this property. People fight because - in energetic term - the two frequencies are equilibrating. They are finding a balance point at which they can come to flow. But all too often, the process is wrought with resistance. Pain is this energetic resistance expressed in physical symptoms as well as the challenges in our relationships. The kicker is the pains are there because I keep them there. I know the Lightness but I still snap back to my shell when I come out.
Like attracts like is something I want to tell you about here. I am listening to this and borrowing Bryan Ferry’s voice to convey what I cannot write down in words. Baby, feel what I have to say. Keep this feeling close to your heart, I will tell you what it’s for later.
Like attracts like through resonance. Think of music, real music (Cloud Atlas) composed with knowledge of this resonance and with the feeling of love and wonder. You are instantly transported into the soul world of the composer. At this time, you feel what he feels, you hear the music not with your ears but with every fibre of your being. Even your soul is moved. Music has that power. To move us. Reprogram us. Upgrade us. You remember Emoto (Crystal) demonstrated to us the tuning forks. Music resonates “up”; the lower tone will match the vibrations of the its higher octave counterpart. Baby, I find myself drawn to you in exactly the same way. I can’t see it but I can feel it.
Unlike the case for opposites on a plane; they cancel each other out to find equilibrium - on a flat plane. Baby, where we are going next is another plane altogether. Resonance to something larger than us must and will bring us UP, from this plane to a higher plane.
As 4s, we are searchers for meaning. Big Meaning. And this is what I have for an answer. My answer.
The Field is an ocean - infinite versions of lifetimes, taking place simultaneously in every drop - each of these infinite possibilities is the reality of the person in it. It feels totally real. But we know the Field is what gives it its reality. All of the infinite possibilities their reality. The Reality of realities… The notion of One in All and All in One comes to mind here. It is a place where paradoxes meet. The wormhole that bends spacetime.
This Resonance is home. When we are in touch with this feeling we want the same thing for others. So this resonance gets more XXXXX. Meaning in Life comes from living in alignment to something larger than us. Something that can complete our sense of lack, our fragmented, limited self. We know this because this is once our natural being.
Baby, in this lifetime the closest I will take you flying is this (Alive).
Baby, et me tell you where I am taking you next. By this resonance we will navigate this ocean together. Be it high seas come rain, snow or storm (MV0) we will never be lost from one another. The connection is never broken. Forever entangled. And with it, as birds we fly from plane to plane through the infinite wonders.
I feel overcome by the Moment as Everything (Everything) in my life converge on this one point. And you are at the centre of it. The dreams, the shadows, the people, all that happened to me even to the stories I learned at school, everything that has ever given me joy, sorrow, sadness, hope, everything of meaning to me. Everything that has shaped me. And there you are. At the centre of it. Without you, I will never see this.
Baby, I just had an ASM tear. You know the kind that rolls down not in a stream like tears of sadness; it rolls down slowly, deliberately letting you feel its track across your face moment by moment. The appreciation and the sense of gratitude is like the biggest bed of pillows. You are deep into it for you no longer fight. You don’t because you now see there is no need to. The preciousness of that feeling. The feeling when you fall deeply into life and only when you do so, you completely engage into the wonders it brings - good or bad only in our little minds. Our eyes start to open to another kind of light for seeing. Now, resistance is understood as markers of our location within the quantum field. They function as a mechanism for navigating in space and time. We all locate ourselves here in this time because of choices we don’t understand, because of pains we haven’t worked through, because of resistance we still harbour in our deepest energetic self that keeps us from the Flow. Looked at it in this way, they work by the mechanism of choice. You know how at blissful peace it feels when you work your way to the centre in ASM… Why let your body and mind contort back to the way they were/are when off-centered? Your soul wouldn’t have it any other way. Right? So pains are really the choices we made to locate our consciousness here and now in this space at this time. I suppose the trick is to be quiet enough to see and feel its Existence. I use the big E because in my mind it is the proverbial Source. I can feel it outside of me - something, somewhere which I have to find and make my way to. And when quiet and in the flow enough, I feel it inside me, when I feel the connection of what’s outside and what’s inside; it is like two bodies of water converging into one by the contact of two droplets. Slow, deliberate, vibrant with movement. Yet you experience it frame by frame, in touch with it and feeling that lightness as resistance is melted away by the joining. Love feels the same way. You fall into it when you give of all of yourself. I wrote the capital E because it is something that connects me - my body, mind and soul - to Everything out there. The Flow is Existence itself. All.
The “me” I feel when this happens is not the me you see everyday. Although I am working it through, I still harbour my bag of resistance. it
When we are in this lightness, things take on a different perspective. The weight of “importance” drops off to reveal what is truly meaningful. And baby, you and I know Meaning is what we live for.
Baby, I can sense this energy all around. Even as I write, the bluetooth cuts in and out. Maybe its low on battery, maybe another synchronicity.
Speaking of synchronicity.. 2022/1/5 11:08
Speaker in an empty stadium. MV5!
Even though my words are failing miserably, I know you know what I am saying. Because you have felt it too. You know this feeling. This is our GPS. With it we are never lost from each other. And baby,
I am borrowing Bryan Ferry’s voice because his voice is probably what it would sound like. Half a century for a man is a long time, and he is still true to the same tune.
The Time has come. Let’s get dressed. (Believer)
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