LETTER #110 - EACH WORD
Baby,
You asked me if I was more of a man of my mind or the heart. For the longest time, I didn't know how to answer you.
I think I am ready to answer that question now.
Everything I have always wanted to share with you. All the wonders in knowledge and truths. All the beauty in what is good. Somehow, and with the help of many voices and hands, I managed to put EVERYTHING I have wanted to share in this shoebox. All these things, they are me. The stuff that makes me me.
By the grace of miracles small and big, the videos and these letters manage to bring out a piece of me from the core. The feeling you feel in the videos is exactly the feeling I feel when I watch them. I have probably watched and rewatched these cuts hundreds of times. Every single time my heart races and I get absorbed into the flow. The song and dance, as if written just for us, the perfect companion music to the slideshow of our life. Every time feels like I am watching it the first time. Only to want to watch it a million more times...
If I think to myself what achievement I have made of my life that I am proud of; it is that I have expressed all that I am inside in these words, in these notes. The confluence seems to come together to help us celebrate. I xxxxxxxxxxxxx Invisble red thread that tie our paths together, by love, by the beauty in truth, by a soul-filled passion for life and everything good and beautiful about it. This is certainly the most satisfying feeling. To be able to express fully the person I am, to the love of my life.
Baby, this is the very best gift I have for you. It is really a piece of me, a me who will always be.
In a circular way, this is also the best gift I receive from you. Without you, I will never have seen any of these sweet, sweet miracles. Synchronicities that spell a destiny written into the heavens. Its meant to be, and I have no choice but surrender to the beauty and magic of it all.
Forever.
JC
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